Long Distance Relationship

Assalamualaikum and hello gais. I'm going to tell you guys about my feelings these days since my time in UTP dah pendek and i'm going for the internship this September.

   How fast the time flies, its been 3 years since i entered UTP. A lot of things have happened, a lot of things that i've experienced. The nearer the date to the internship, the more sad i am. Because, i will miss everything in UTP especially my one and only boyfriend. When my internship ends, we might not see each other like we used to in the campus because right after i came back from internship, its his turn for internship. This is the last semester we will easily meet each other and easily to meet anytime we want. Its been always because of him, that i liked staying in UTP. Because i can spend my day with him, because i know he is there near me.

   I will miss everything that we did here. Going out to have dinner together, grocery shopping together, window shopping together, watching movies together, late night talks together, heart to heart sessions together, hanging out with him and his friends and sometimes playing basketball together. I will surely miss all that. Since this semester started, everyday i feel sad because i know we will live far away from each other, that we cannot easily meet each other. Its the starting of our long distance relationship.

   And since this semester started, every time i met him, the only thing that popped out in my head is that "i will miss this moment". Even right now, I can't stop crying while typing because i feel so sad that nothing can describe how i feel right now.

   Sayang, i'm sorry for all of the mistakes that i've done and the promises that i broke. You thought me how to learn from my mistakes, you give me chances to change and still love me the same after everything that have happened. I admit that you are my first love even though i have exes before you, but you are the only guy that i truly and sincerely love. I never thought of finding anybody else especially when i go for internship and i hope you will not find anyone too. It will be hard for us to face the long distance relationship but i know we will get through it because distance is nothing when we love each other right? ;`) Im lucky to have you and i love you very much.