Assalamualaikum and hi. Today, i hoped is going to be a very good day since me and my boyfriend started to contact each other back as usual. He video called and whatsapp-ed me. I am very happy. Only God knows how happy i am.
But today, well, since its almost 2am, so i can say yesterday, we had a misunderstanding. I have class from 8pm-10pm but it ended earlier at 9pm because Madam just wanted to discuss our test paper. Then, during the class, i told him that i missed him and he asked if i wanted to meet him. Of course i want man. But since both of us don't have a car, so its hard for us to meet. Then suddenly, he said that he is on his way to V2 and V5 by walking. I have no idea that he will walk all the way from V6 and if he walked that far just to meet me or meet and have a dinner with me.
Then i arrived late because i'm still in the class even though the class has ended. I came back from the class by car with my friends and when i arrived at V5, he said that he already on his way back to V6. We just a second away so i told him to wait for me and he did even though he continued to walk. After that, we sit by the road and i said thank you for coming and waiting for me then he just nodded. When i asked question like if he already eaten, he answered no without looking at me. Then i knew that he is damn mad at me. So i just sit with silence because i don't want to make things goes worse. Suddenly he asked me if i have anything to tell him. When i gave no respond, he just left me and asked me to go back.
But i insist to go back so i followed him instead and said sorry because i am late. He just nodded. Suddenly he is good to me by asking if i already eaten and smiled at me. I am so happy at that moment because i thought that he already cooled down. But less than a minute his mood changed back to where he treated me before that. He said that he needs to go back and rest and left me.
I followed him slowly but he walked too fast that i can't catch him up. When i came back to V5, i saw my roommate at the cafe and i straightly hugged her and cried. I don't know what to do. I don't know if i did my best to fix the situation. I don't know if he will find me back today or tomorrow. I started to overthink and insecure that he might leave me again. I hate it the most when we have an argument or misunderstanding like this.
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