A Fight.

Assalamualaikum and wow i rarely update my blog in the day. Selalunya malam malam. But i had to because i had to.
 
   Yesterday, i had a big argument with my boyfriend. It is all my fault. I'm not being an understanding person, i keep on following my negative thinking, i keep on feeling insecure and without i realizing it, i pressured him. Who knows that he reached his limit yesterday and for the first time he said that he is tired of me. I don't blame him at all because i know it is my fault. So last night he left me with anger and i feel myself very horrible because i keep on creating problems.

   But then he texted me and said sorry. But i said sorry too and i made a promise to myself to change. I will. Because i love him, because i valued our relationship so much. I never wanted to leave him, and i never thought of leaving him. He is all i have. He is the one who always make me happy and keeping up with my attitude. Right now, i am the problem and i am the one who need to change. Its my turn to  change. He changed a lot and i love him more and more day by day.

   But then, who knows by the time kitaorang macam nak baik balik, i suddenly need to go back to KL. My mom called me several times to tell me that i need to go back. I'm afraid that this time, i am the one who disappoint my man. I'm sorry but i need to go back because my family asked to do so.

   There's something actually that i need to tell you my man, i want you to know and always remember that you are my one and only man, that i only love you, that you are the best thing that i've ever had. I would love to continue our memories together till forever. I never thought of giving my revenge because of your past mistakes, my love for you will never fade, and i promise to you that i will change to the better. My biggest fear in my life is losing you and i never wanted that to happened. That's why i wanted to fix back my mistake by changing myself. You can help me change and i would love to. Thank you for always being a very understanding man, who concerns about me, who take cares of me, and love me with all of your heart. I love you very much. Take care.