Guilty.

Assalamualaikum and hi. These 2 days i've been having this sad emotions that made me cry for 2 nights straight. But the second night which is tonight, i didn't cry as bad as yesterday because my boyfriend came to the rescue. I slept with tears in my eyes yesterday because i cried so hard that my eyes bengkak gila pagi tadi. I can't even open my eyes.

   So my boyfriend came and treat me foods and of course my favourite ice cream ! But unfortunately we didn't spend the time that long as we used to because he wanted to watch football he said.

   Okay now about the title of my entry, i wanted to talk about how childish i am, because always make my boyfriend feel jealous. I accidentaly tell him about this one friend that impressed i can eat a lot. I didn't mean to make him feel insecure or feel that he is not special.

   I'm sorry if you feel that way baby i really didn't mean that. I know its cruel for me to make you feel that way if you ever feel that way. My point to tell you that because i feel that you need to know everything that happened to me but i know some things i shouldn't mention maybe.

   But i wanted you to know, i you are reading this, i am really sorry for making you feel jealous oftenly. You know that i love you very much that i never interested in someone else besides you. You are already perfect to me and i love you so so much. Nothing can describe how much i love you and that i wanted to spend my entire life with you. Thank you for staying and bearing with me. I love you.