Clingy

Assalamualaikum and hi. I'm back at my rental house coz tomorrow, everything is back to normal. Work work work. And i need to start to take care of my body since i gained weight :/

   This weekend, i manage to spent it with my boyfriend. I miss him to be honest. I don't know why but i feel that my clinginess is becoming even worst than before... Just imagine at this moment, i'm missing him and wishing that i can have him in front of me right now. You know that kind of missing someone until it makes you wanted to cry? Yes i'm facing that right now. I miss everything about him especially his hugs and affection.

   Last Friday, i was very excited to meet him. I just started my work but i already excited for the day to end so that i can go to my man and meet him. I don't know if 2 weeks more i will able to meet him or not. I wonder if i have my own car, will i go to him every week?

   Somehow i feel that being with him, makes me feel at ease, protected and cared. At the same time, i wanted him to feel the same way too. Last night, i was at my lowest. He came, to comfort me. No words can describe how blessed i am i felt last night. Even though he need to pack for his field trip, need to rest, he came to me instead. Sometimes i feel that i'm a burden to him. I'm sorry if you feel that way but i really appreciate your effort. I can't ask for more. You alone, is enough for me. I never imagine that i will have you in my life. Thank you for existing. I really do love you and only you.